segunda-feira, 7 de janeiro de 2008

Palavras vazias?


Não sei como começar e muito menos como terminar, o que é um começo se não algo depois de um final?
Algo que vem tomar a nossa alma, algo que toma a nossa essência...
O começo é o principio de um acto que nos recupera após tanto sofrimento...
Sofrimento outra palavra, palavra que encerra tanto significado mas que ao mesmo tempo não vale de nada quando nos sentimos sós...
é assim que me sinto só e em sofrimento, pois o tempo rouba aos poucos o meu ser ,arranca pedaços do que outrora fora o meu espírito...
o meu coração esse encontrasse escondido na penumbra gélida e sombria de uma alma destruída, a única coisa que anseio será não perder aquilo que mais quero, tu!
Um "tu" sem nome um entidade para muitos desconhecida mas que me traz tanto conforto e um "inicio" sem dor...
Não te quero perder, não quero perder aquilo que faz bater o meu coração...
Eu sei que é egoísmo, mas o que é o amor se não a junção de egoísmo e preocupação...
se ser egoísta é querer-te aqui ao meu lado pois culpem-me só egoísta!!!

terça-feira, 1 de janeiro de 2008

My muse


There was a time when I was happy…
When you stay by my side
I remember your eyes
When you look at me I fell no pain, no suffering
All the darkness was illuminated by your touch
Your blue eyes bring me hope, love and the worming touch of an angel
Thought them I can see freedom…
I remember your face that shines for me every morning…
You make me keep on leaving…
You have made me….
But now that you’re gone
All the darkness that once was far away returns
She is consuming me
She is consuming my spirit, my soul….
As a demon that feeds upon dead flesh, she destroys every sine of hope, of love…
The love that you build with me for so long…
I wanna disappear
I wanna end this suffering...
And be with you once again for all eternity

terça-feira, 20 de novembro de 2007

Ashes of Time

In a strange world I stand
I must fight against all the darkness
But it’s so hard to resist
To exist
So hard to be like me in a world like this
I must fight
Must find a way out
This Place, this People
The doesn’t mean anything to me
For me they are just shadows walking in an endless road
Time is passing by…..
I’m turning into ashes
The ashes of the forgotten ones
Those that have Fight and lost
Those that none remember
I don’t want to be forgotten
I want u to remember me
I want to stay in your memory, in your heart
Then I can go and Rest Forever

segunda-feira, 29 de outubro de 2007

Cold Tomb

Pain, hate, madness
Three words…
What beautiful sound they make together
Those words are the only think that makes séance in this darkness
In this hole
In this abyss
I’m falling….
Alone
This is my refuge, my place but also my tomb
Here I fiend the strength
The strength that I need to finish me
To finish this suffering
To end this pain..
The pain of living…
Living with no proposit
With no hope or dream of any kind
I want to go…..
The blood continues to spill
Life is boiling out of me
Finally I can go and rest…
Rest and fly away

quinta-feira, 18 de outubro de 2007

Hell paradox

I fell guilt today, I don’t know why
I need to cry and cry
My tears become blood, the blood of my hart
I cry I don’t know why
Perhaps because of you, perhaps because of me,
Perhaps because of us
No one know
The only thing that I need is dark, the dark of the night…..
The dark of the night becomes the darkest side of me
Don’t hold my hand or I’m ganna push you and then you fall in disgrace with me
And fiend peace once again
I wanna let you in this painful world and watch your disgrace
You deserve it more then devil more then every single soul
You cry, and I go but im happy because I let you in pain and with sparks of me in your heart in your entire being
Now I die, now god can u take my soul? Please I beg you take it
And then Im ganna rest forever

segunda-feira, 15 de outubro de 2007

Falling angels

Dark angels
Dark angels they become
They fly
But not forever
They lose there wings
And fall into hell
This burning hell, souls scream in pain
They pay there sins
In misery the stay forever
No rest exist for them
They lose there hope and will to resist the torture
Like I lose my life in this world, in this despicable world
World of selfishness
And madness
I wanna get out
I wanna be free
Please god take me
I will pray for an opening
Please let me go

quinta-feira, 11 de outubro de 2007

In the Dark

There are times when I'm inconsolable
when the world around me becomes too much
and my demons come out to feast on me again
There are times when I'm hopeless
when I'm too lost to return home
and I don't need your comforting touch
I just need to be left alone to sit quietly in the dark

Don't offer me a friendly hand
nor a tender embrace of love
Just let me surround myself with shadows
and let my troubles eat me whole
Don't try to save me when I can't be saved
and keep your tender words for another day
a day when the tides of my heart have changed
and my soul flows the other way

But until that time remember that I love you
and that you're still the keeper of my heart
but for the moment love is not my friend
and your tender touch and sweetest smile
are like poison to my aching soul
So let me be
Let me sit alone in the dark
Let me find comfort in forgotten lusts
Let me bandage my heart with solitude
and dry my tears with time

I know that you understand
and I pray that you'll return
Because I long for when I can emerge from these shadows
and once again cherish the smile glistening
across your sweet, tender face